I have a lot to say

So let's get started.

So, this year... how to describe it?

So far... I have been overwhelmed and frustrated almost to the verge of tears.
I am exhausted everyday, but I feel like I'm not getting anything done.
And my patience has been shortened a lot. I find myself making more and more sarcastic/rude comments to or about people. i don't want to be seen as a bitch, but I have no patience for stupid people, and like right now: I know I shouldn't say that, and saying that I don't have patience for stupid people doesnt exactly refelct how I really feel, but I'm too tired to think of a better way to phrase that. Oh well. (PS, I really want to say that everyone can suck it. SEE? I know thats wrong. Why do I keep saying things like that? I don't want people to associate me with meanness. Being labeled like that makes me wanna cry.
I also dont want to be known as the smart girl. There is so much more to a person than that.
Like, Lisa did this thing on her facebook that is a picture, with a bunch of different things on it like "The person I always have fun with" "The sweetest person I know" "The person I can't live without" blahblahblah and you tag your friends on which one they apply to. I don't know if that makes sense or not.
Anyway, guess what I got.
Did you guess?
I got "The smartest person I know"
That really makes me want to cry. Like, am I not appreciated for anything else? Am I just the smart girl?


Also, my social life is suffering from being so tired from school and practice. Tonight's Friday night, but I don't want to go out. I want to relax for once.

HEY!! Super announcement.
This is what I've decided.
Sophomores are waayyy worse than freshmen.
Freshmen are still kinda scared and they know their place... if that makes sense.
Sophomores think that since they've been in high school for 1 year, that they have license to be jackasses.
YOU DON'T!!
SOPHOMORES ARE STILL UNDERCLASSMEN!!!

I have more to say, and I really dont want this to be all about how I'm always tired, but I guess thats enough for now.

There's more.... but it can wait.