that ones of my best friends might actually want to spend time with me???!!!
(The following blog is kind of... explicit and has lots of inappropriate language. Joe, I would advise you not to read any farther... Actually, I'd feel better if nobody read any farther, because I'm really just ranting. REALLY ranting... you can read it if you want to.)
Further note: since writing this, I have calmed down A LOT and I went through and editted the parts of this that really embarrassed me, but I didn't want to just delete the whole blog, because I want to be able to look back on this one day after this is FAARRRR behind us.
Anyway, it is more appropriate now... but you can use your imagination.
Apparently, it is.
Ugh. I HATE feeling like I'm putting so much into a friendship and not seeing much of a return on it.
When the hell did a freaking girl who he's only known a few months become more important than the plans we have had since before they EVEN STARTED DATING??
I guess when she bought him and iPod and a cell phone and a ton of clothes and started *edit* him.
That must be the problem. I only provide, you know, fun and friendship and loyalty and all that other useless *edit*.
Maybe if I *edit edit edit* he would actually want to hang out with me once this summer.
That's not even the point.
He says he has plans FOR THE WHOLE WEEK OF HIS BIRTHDAY when he KNEW that we were supposed to hang out. I couldn't care LESS if he wants to spend his birthday with his girlfriend, but WHAT THE HELL? He can't save ONE DAY to spend with me?
I was going to bake that asshole a birthday cake.
Ok, I feel a little better after that rant.
Sorry.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
In the middle of Summer!
I literally have nothing to write about... but I'm bored, so I'm gonna anyway.
This has potential to be the DUMBEST post EVER!!... except for the one that Joe made me write about him.
I got to lay out in the sun today... and yesterday.
Not that it's really doing anything, but it lets me kill a couple hours.
I'm sooooooooooo booooooooorrrrrrrreeeeeeeedddddddddddddd.
I miss Emma and Sara Beth and Geoff.
Emma and Sara Beth are both at camp and (duh) Geoff's in Europe.
He is going to Berlin tomorrow.
OK, I found something better to do.
See ay later, suckas!
This has potential to be the DUMBEST post EVER!!... except for the one that Joe made me write about him.
I got to lay out in the sun today... and yesterday.
Not that it's really doing anything, but it lets me kill a couple hours.
I'm sooooooooooo booooooooorrrrrrrreeeeeeeedddddddddddddd.
I miss Emma and Sara Beth and Geoff.
Emma and Sara Beth are both at camp and (duh) Geoff's in Europe.
He is going to Berlin tomorrow.
OK, I found something better to do.
See ay later, suckas!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
LA face with an Oakland Booty
We brought Geoffrey to the airport today.
My dad is a nervous wreck. He's so worried that Geoff and Leland are going to get into trouble... like being mugged or scammed, or sommething that has to do with them not being able to come home if they have to... not like he thinks they are going to CAUSE trouble.
So my mom, Daphne, and I dropped them off at the security checkpoint. My mom's eyes welled up, but that was it.
It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but I guess that's because it was really abrupt. we went them to check their bags and then walked all of 100 feet with them to security, then we left. I guess I was expecting more time with them... and now I'm just waiting for it to hit me that I'm not going to see them until July 12th and I want to keep myself buusy so that I don't have to think about it so much.. at least until I get used to it.
So tomorrow: First thing, CLEAN MY BATHROOM. from top to bottom. I'm gonna play some music really loudly and lock myself in there (with the window open so the cleaning fumes don't kill me) and clean the whole thing. And I don't have to worry about Geoff making a mess in there for a whole month. ahhhh bliss.
Then! I'm going to take a shower. Probably in my parents' bathroom because I'm not going to want to mess my up.
Then! I'm going to check my Facebook and see if Joe replied to my message and if not, I'm going to call him to see if he can go to the movies with us tomorrow.
I'm going to see The Hangover with Kayla and Ashley and I think Caleb. Even though I've already seen it, but it was SO FUNNY!
Last time I saw it, it was supposed to be me, Kayla, Ashley, and Jeffkidd, but Ashley and Kayla both flaked out at the last minute leaving me alone with Jeffkidd. I think they did it on purpose.
Anyway! After the movie, I don't know what I'm going to do...
Maybe I'll read more of the Scarlet Letter. I've only read up to page 60 so far. :/
And not because I'm not putting time into it, but it takes me a while to get through it because the language is weird and I keep getting distracted and then I have to go back and re-read what I already read.
Anyway, this is turning out to be a pretty good summer.
:)
PS. If you are wondering about the title, Kayla says that I'm growing a butt. YAY! I've always been totally flat-assed. HAHAHA!
Peace.
My dad is a nervous wreck. He's so worried that Geoff and Leland are going to get into trouble... like being mugged or scammed, or sommething that has to do with them not being able to come home if they have to... not like he thinks they are going to CAUSE trouble.
So my mom, Daphne, and I dropped them off at the security checkpoint. My mom's eyes welled up, but that was it.
It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but I guess that's because it was really abrupt. we went them to check their bags and then walked all of 100 feet with them to security, then we left. I guess I was expecting more time with them... and now I'm just waiting for it to hit me that I'm not going to see them until July 12th and I want to keep myself buusy so that I don't have to think about it so much.. at least until I get used to it.
So tomorrow: First thing, CLEAN MY BATHROOM. from top to bottom. I'm gonna play some music really loudly and lock myself in there (with the window open so the cleaning fumes don't kill me) and clean the whole thing. And I don't have to worry about Geoff making a mess in there for a whole month. ahhhh bliss.
Then! I'm going to take a shower. Probably in my parents' bathroom because I'm not going to want to mess my up.
Then! I'm going to check my Facebook and see if Joe replied to my message and if not, I'm going to call him to see if he can go to the movies with us tomorrow.
I'm going to see The Hangover with Kayla and Ashley and I think Caleb. Even though I've already seen it, but it was SO FUNNY!
Last time I saw it, it was supposed to be me, Kayla, Ashley, and Jeffkidd, but Ashley and Kayla both flaked out at the last minute leaving me alone with Jeffkidd. I think they did it on purpose.
Anyway! After the movie, I don't know what I'm going to do...
Maybe I'll read more of the Scarlet Letter. I've only read up to page 60 so far. :/
And not because I'm not putting time into it, but it takes me a while to get through it because the language is weird and I keep getting distracted and then I have to go back and re-read what I already read.
Anyway, this is turning out to be a pretty good summer.
:)
PS. If you are wondering about the title, Kayla says that I'm growing a butt. YAY! I've always been totally flat-assed. HAHAHA!
Peace.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Reflections on the end of my life as I know it
Graduation.
A time when one chapter in a young person's life ends, and another begins blablablah.
In two days my brother will graduate.
In 22 days he is leaving for EUROPE with Leland.
In a few months, he is going to MOVE OUT!!
That means that he won't be sleeping in the room next door to me anymore. He won't be around to watch stand-up comedy with me anymore. He won't help take some of my parent's heat off me. He won't randomly swing dance with me anymore. He won't reenact the Medieval Times fight scene from The Cable Guy with me in the kitchen with spatulas anymore.
I seriously can't imagine a school year without him.
I know he's only going to be in Dahlonega so he'll probably be back every weekend... but my world is falling apart right now, so I'm thinking people should stop discrediting my complaints. (In other words: SHUT UP AND LET ME WHINE!!!)
I mean, he's MY BROTHER!!! I read an article somewhere about how siblings play probably the largest role in somebody's life because parents will eventually pass away and your siblings are the people that you can pretty much be super-close with for your entire life.
I've never been away from him for longer than, like, a little over a week.
the real problem is that this isn't just going to be for a while. I can stand the month in Europe, because I know he'll be back.
But after he starts college, he's going to be GONE FOREVER. (Yes, I KNOW he'll be back on weekends and for holidays, that's not what I'm talking about.) He isn't going to LIVE with us. It's like he's not part of our family anymore. He's moving out.
Ok, so I'm not doing a very good job describing the ending of my life. Oh well, I don't care. This isn't about you, is it?
:(
PS. The first thing I'm going to do when he leaves (on June 11th for Europe) is clean our bathroom from top to bottom.
A time when one chapter in a young person's life ends, and another begins blablablah.
In two days my brother will graduate.
In 22 days he is leaving for EUROPE with Leland.
In a few months, he is going to MOVE OUT!!
That means that he won't be sleeping in the room next door to me anymore. He won't be around to watch stand-up comedy with me anymore. He won't help take some of my parent's heat off me. He won't randomly swing dance with me anymore. He won't reenact the Medieval Times fight scene from The Cable Guy with me in the kitchen with spatulas anymore.
I seriously can't imagine a school year without him.
I know he's only going to be in Dahlonega so he'll probably be back every weekend... but my world is falling apart right now, so I'm thinking people should stop discrediting my complaints. (In other words: SHUT UP AND LET ME WHINE!!!)
I mean, he's MY BROTHER!!! I read an article somewhere about how siblings play probably the largest role in somebody's life because parents will eventually pass away and your siblings are the people that you can pretty much be super-close with for your entire life.
I've never been away from him for longer than, like, a little over a week.
the real problem is that this isn't just going to be for a while. I can stand the month in Europe, because I know he'll be back.
But after he starts college, he's going to be GONE FOREVER. (Yes, I KNOW he'll be back on weekends and for holidays, that's not what I'm talking about.) He isn't going to LIVE with us. It's like he's not part of our family anymore. He's moving out.
Ok, so I'm not doing a very good job describing the ending of my life. Oh well, I don't care. This isn't about you, is it?
:(
PS. The first thing I'm going to do when he leaves (on June 11th for Europe) is clean our bathroom from top to bottom.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Segun mi padre...
"There is no way you can go through life without knowing how to throw a frisbee."
That might just be the cutest thing ever.
PS. Did you notice you amazing Spanish skills?
I AM A MASTER OF LANGUAGES!!! *maniacal laughter*
heehee.
Really hyper.
Today was a good day.
That might just be the cutest thing ever.
PS. Did you notice you amazing Spanish skills?
I AM A MASTER OF LANGUAGES!!! *maniacal laughter*
heehee.
Really hyper.
Today was a good day.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
the trouble with nice guys...
...is that you can't tell if they are just being nice, or if they are being nice to you for a reason.
I can't wait for summer, so that I can forget all of this frustrating high school crap.
Why can't anything be easy?
Why can't it just be like "we like each other let's date"?
There's always all of this other shit.
I'm so sick of it.
I wonder how you know it's time to quit.
Uggghhhh.
I can't wait for summer, so that I can forget all of this frustrating high school crap.
Why can't anything be easy?
Why can't it just be like "we like each other let's date"?
There's always all of this other shit.
I'm so sick of it.
I wonder how you know it's time to quit.
Uggghhhh.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Pilates class
I just attended one for the first time. (taught by Kathleen, Emma's mom)
It was really hard; she's my hero now.
It was fun though, because I went with Emma, Stephanie, and Carley, and we kept laughing at each other.
Stephanie fell off of her giant bouncy ball like 5 times, and emma made the funniest faces when doing whole body crunch things.
Anyway, I went to the pliates class bacsue Stephanie and I (and some others who have expressed interest) are going to get HOTT this summer.
We're gonna come back to school and everybody will say "Wow! They got HOTT this summer."
That's how HOTT we're gonna be.
yup.
Oh! I got my haircut today. To me, there's a huge difference. It's, like, 2 inches shorter, maybe. Everybody else is all "It looks the same."
But it's not. (Just so you know)
Oh! new phone too.
I wasn't even expecting it. My parents were just like "Here you go". It's a Matrix (I think) That's what Becca told me because Jeff has the same one.
I miss my pictures and ringtones, and the camera is screwed up on this on I'll have to take it back, but that's cool for now.
That's why I have my awesome digital camera that is the shit (Remember? I got it for Christmas, but some of you, like stalkers maybe, already knew that. *ahem* Tucker, you're a freak)
LOOOVVVEEEE YOOOUUUU!!!
It was really hard; she's my hero now.
It was fun though, because I went with Emma, Stephanie, and Carley, and we kept laughing at each other.
Stephanie fell off of her giant bouncy ball like 5 times, and emma made the funniest faces when doing whole body crunch things.
Anyway, I went to the pliates class bacsue Stephanie and I (and some others who have expressed interest) are going to get HOTT this summer.
We're gonna come back to school and everybody will say "Wow! They got HOTT this summer."
That's how HOTT we're gonna be.
yup.
Oh! I got my haircut today. To me, there's a huge difference. It's, like, 2 inches shorter, maybe. Everybody else is all "It looks the same."
But it's not. (Just so you know)
Oh! new phone too.
I wasn't even expecting it. My parents were just like "Here you go". It's a Matrix (I think) That's what Becca told me because Jeff has the same one.
I miss my pictures and ringtones, and the camera is screwed up on this on I'll have to take it back, but that's cool for now.
That's why I have my awesome digital camera that is the shit (Remember? I got it for Christmas, but some of you, like stalkers maybe, already knew that. *ahem* Tucker, you're a freak)
LOOOVVVEEEE YOOOUUUU!!!
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